{history repeats!}

oohkay. first i shall explain why this title.
during Primary 3 CAMP. after the 3d2n, i went on cruise, immediately during the vening i came back form the CAMP. >< super tiring.
now, after OBS [5d4n], i will head for penand [3d2n] on the next morning. more tiring, i believe. T.T
haixx..

OBS.
i super scared dee laa! ><><
my bag is super fat. not veryvery heavy, but kind of heavy. hope it wouldn't rain, so there'll be no ants. **praypray.
super scared that i leave out somethings! JIUMING! ohya! rmb to bring NRIC! hehee! haixx! i'll become chao ta when i come back from OBS, be sure to recognise mee ohkkay! if not i'll sadsad arh! ROAWR! XP hahaaa!

PENANG.
i've got my novels ready to accompany me! XD hahaaa!

that's all. go rest rest, and JIAYOU for OBS!
**jaslynn, kao nii le laaa! XD

is awfully tired.

{OBS SHOPPING SPREE!!}
#1 STOP: whitesands shopping mall
meet with JIALIN.
let's see what we bought there...
insect repellet [her]
long sleeves top [her]
lip balm [mee]
VCD [mee]
still got what....? >< i can't rmb! OHYA! saw JIN GONG there! but she super sonic speed, want her join lunch that time, she was already at WP. x.x she wore spects, i almost didn't recognise her... x.x i needa take a second loook before can STAMP CHOP GUARANTEE [qien taught mee this] its her! hahaaaa!
#2 STOP: GIANT
megastore yeehang joined us there. let's see what we bought here... solid fuel [mee, JL, YH + kaibin's + gerald's] hand sanitizer [mee, YHx2] FBT [ mee & JL ] pocket knife [ JL ] army knife [mee & YH ] still got what.....? once again, I CAN't REMEMBER! >< den both of them headed home/compass^^
#3 STOP: whitesands shopping mall T.T wonder why i returned there? 2 reasons: 1. earlier in the noon, went there to retrieve my pair of sports shoes, which was sent to repair. and i practially ''packed'' my bag there, as i stuffed my shoes into the bag... and as i ''packed'', i took many stuffs out, including my BROLLY, which my mummy & aunt kept reminding to bring dee.... [it didn't rain throughout the whole day] and in the end, i was ABIT of careless.... i forgot about brolly, and left it at the shop.... ><>< [aren't i filial!?] XD haahaaaaa! that's all. went back home. super tired. ><
but, i managed to finish my MATHS homework. so, ONE DOWN & many more to goooo..... haixx....... tomorrow's aim is to finish one newspaper article and one english comprehension and one chinese newspaper article. MUHAHAHAHAHAAAAA! **wish mee luck**
nitenitex!

{3A BBQ SHOPPPPING SPREE}
the above took placed on 23.11.09.
PAPA drove me to school, cause i was meeting with JIALIN at 9am. ^^ PLANNED to do some homework before the briefing starts, but we didn't finish any. x.x haiyoo....... but, i did finish reading my novel! YIPPPPPEEE! one of the books i took a very very very very very very very very very very long time to finish..... >< [cannot use ''JAJAAA'', its copyrighted! DX] we did some chatting and dunno-what (i can't rmb laaa... don't blame mee!!)
attended the OBS briefing.... the new list given had lesser stuffs compared to the old one! but new one got alot of... hmm... stuffs that i don't feel like bringing along... :x heheeeeee! shhhhhhh! :x
after that went COMPASS for lunchieee! with JIALIN JASLYN & YEEHANG ^^ had KFC. needa save $$!! den waited for KOKTING and headed to hougang point. meet up with MICHELLE CHINGYEE & TENGDA. bought alotlotlot of stuffs. but not sure enough for the BBQ of around 30person? hmmm.... nevm... at most that day chiong go buy? XD hahaaa!
[am watching CSI: Miami as i'm typing post][its kinf of random. i know. x.x]
after that, headed for HOMEEEEE^^

{video!}
just saw this on photobucket.
POOR GUY! ><






OUCH. CHARLIEEEE! XD

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好


丁当_ 我爱他

{MY EYES...!}
today, my right eye itch again...! must be due to the packing of those worksheets and books. ><><
i must not be too slack-y! i must have plan for tomorrow^^
hmmm...
_ finish maths tys
_ bake yummy cookies XP
_ jump 100 times [ me want tall! ]
_ finish reading that novel [i've been reading that for more than a week...]
that should be pretty much baaa....
nitenitex!!

{TableTennisTraining, NOV}
the above was during 17.11.09 to 19.11.09.
had tt(tabletennis) training. super tiring.
_DAY ONE.
[recall, as usual.]
use the tt bat to hit the tt ball.
_DAY TWO.
[recall, again.]
use the tt bat to hit the tt ball.
_DAY THREE.
[recall, once again.]
use the tt bat to hit the tt ball.
XD why am i so lame!? =.=
[skip those boring parts!]
had some unofficial matches with juniors. and juniors won. T.T of course larh! got meee in the team, how to win!?! duibuqi laaa.... >< i must practice more liao!! i must work harder!! but after the first day of training i already got muscle ache. T.T or is it because i did toooooo much stretching exercises to get tall dee!? T.T haiyo..
[ohya. today still haven't do!!] [OMG] [BRB] [BACK]
on DAY THREE. snapped some photos and shot 2 videos, not posting here, kind of lazy... :x can view it via facebook oorh^^
i only know that i perspired like crazy... but that's healthy! ;D
that's all^^

{2C'08 outing 2009}
hahaaaaa! the above outing was on... 16.11.09, a MONDAY.
lettme recall first...
[recalling....]
[still recalling...]
[still recalling hard...]
oohkay. roughly remembered the stuffs...


_START.
meetup with JIAWEN earlier, cause she accompanied me to buy stuffs for the 'picnic'. [it was a potluck kind of picnic.
who turned up:
PEIXIN CHRISTINE VIVIAN JINGRONG VERNA MICHELLE JIAWEN ANGELA SHUYI AVIS YANTING PEARLYN CHOONKIT FARREN CASSANDRA and almost weekian [cause he was on his way when everyone started to left]. LOL.
first we went to the CATHAY, near douby ghaut interchange^^
me avis yanting choonkit when to watch 2012. very nice! but also very scary! D: loved the graphics, so real, no wonder i so scared. T.T
the rest watched my girlfriend is an agent! according to them, it was hilarious!!
now, i want to watch disney's ''a christmas carol''! AHHHHHH! HOWHOW?! >< [need spend $$] LOL. hmmm... ohya. had lunch at one of the food stalls. this is one of the photo i snapped! the beverage was very tasty. the four of us, each bought one iceblended. [according to my poor memory... ><]
me: grape
yanting: lychee
avis: green apple
choonkit: mango
[CREDIT: YANTING. for her awesome memory!]
all the iceblended very... tasty... very the fruit dee taste! haiyo! dunno how to say... once you try it, you will know!!!
XD


Ok. after the movie, went to vivo, to meet with those watching the other movie ones... Cause their's movie ended way earlier than ours... x.x den had some sort of picnic there. quite fun. ate alot. **throat can go haywire the next day.
den many people left after some time. me & jiawen left together^^
it was FUN! next year i still want 2C outingg~

{life's a mess}
horrible. super horrible. terrible. super terrible. awful. super awful.
what should i do?
why? why everything happen at the same time...? altogether? its not fun.
was :D
now :]
later T.T
how? how? how?
this week is in a mess....!
first this, now that. complicated. messy.
what on earth am i supposed to do!?
what can i do!?
i hate this.
i don't like this.
please? let everything go back to normal... please....

faking to cover up that part of me. but now, i have to act to cover the fake part.

{Stressed}

This week was pretty tiring... But, its not ending yet. still got the weekend. ><><
I shall start talking about this week... [please gimme sometime to recall]
_MONDAY.
reached school quite early... ^^ ermm.. didn't do much acutally. i think... my memory is horrible. T.T
_TUESDAY.
still reached school early... >< haix...
WEDNESDAY.
went to school with keke & eliza. ^^ on bus still got jean, jingsi & ronda. chitchatted. funfun. not as boring as going to school alone... BOOOOOOORING. T.T
_THURSDAY.
rainrainrain. daddy drove me & keke to school. ohya. had Physics SPA. FunFun! but also dizzzzzzy! >< cause did oscillations... den i follow it and swayed... haix... me dumbdumb...
_FRIDAY.
had chem SPA. very relaxing. =.= hahaaa!
celebrated MICHELLE's birthday, an early celebration... ^^ her actual birthday is this coming sunday. and stayed back with yanting to do some Chinese stuffs & ask WENG LAO SHI some Chinese questions, aren't we hardworking? XD

now... I must concentrate on Chinese. I must speak proper Chinese everyday, every hour, every minute and every second. ^^ heheee! I SOOOO TIRED. go clear the table and sleepsleep, tomorrow must wake up early to study-tudy-udy-dy-y! ^^

{NE Learning Journey}
quite funn! but was short. ><>< ohya! got photos~ i can't post in, cause due to connection problems... haix... maybe jiawen & peixin will psot bah.. can go their blog looklook & seesee... played charade on bus... hahaaa! super funny! that's all, i think... according my memory...^^ hahaa! buaibuai!

{AGAIN, you did it again...}
I hate you. you. again. you're making life difficult for us and yourselves. you're old enough to use your brains. can you quit starting troubles for us? you can't learn from your lessons? when can you ever change? i really don't know how to talk to you, respect you anymore. its hard. your actions and behavious made it sooo hard for me to respect you. you destroy my life, my families' lives. just destroy yours. don't pull us in. i despise you. i hate you.